The holiday blues get us all sometimes, and Russ has them. The holidays aren't what they used to be, work is in an uproar that makes life feel unstable, and his dating life is non-existent. He says he needs to make some changes in his life, including the way he is choosing to think about things. And what better time to think about changes than now, as the New Year approaches.
Gr8Shotz is everyman, which is what makes his vlog so appealing. He goes through the same ups and downs that you and I do, and he vlogs about daily life. He is easy to identify with and to like. His vlogs are personal, like listening to a friend.
Hey, Russ, watch your own Thanksgiving video a few dozen times; it'll encourage you. Celebrate a Merry Christmas with your family. The New Year will bring the changes you need, probably before you are ready for them. We'll be waiting for the vlog.
BTW, how much weight have you lost? Looks like about 20 pounds since April--your face is much thinner. :)